Yeah, final is at its starting point and today was the arrival of the first paper. It was the Fundamentals of Islam. How I thought it was going to be a tough one but Al-hamdulillah I think I did it quite well. Carry marks was quite a dissapointment for me, it was only 26.6 over 50 and yeah, I lost almost half of the marks.
God knows will I get an A or a B for my Islamic subject paper.
I had tiny bits of the insomnia symptoms for these days. My body had been aching for the past few hours and it still does.
Im so excited with exams and cant wait to finish it a.s.a.p and proceed with semester break.
and BTW
I've updated my new wishlist
1. Dean's list
2. or atleast a 3 pointer
3. New plug in guitar or bass guitar (either one as long its accoustic plug in)
4. Travel around within this upcoming sem break *backpacking*
5. Be a good girl to my both my parents 6. Be a good servant to Allah S.W.T
7. Chill with the hottest
8. Be happy!
p.s : im Me.. I'm Tina Ling A Ling A Ling. You wont see the other me anywhere accept for this one.
Beautiful boys. Have I ever mention I have an obsession towards boys.
Especially the handsome ones? I would admit that eventhough I said I might be different compared to most typical girls, again I am a girl after all.
And girls like boys
Attention dear readers, I Like handsome boys. not beautiful boys.
I have been noticing this forawhile. Why do some girls go crazy over some extremely cute and girlish looking boys? MENGAPA? KENAPA?
Think twice, seriously, will any girl consider them as life partner?
To me, these guys are too beautiful that some girls might get intimidated by their beauty.
In the end, they are just good to see but not to have... *sigh*
Being compared to none other than your significant other who is the opposite sex on beauty basis? whad up?
Who will love and be with beautiful boys?
Thats the fantasy, now its time for the ugly truth~
Some times, some of you might think why is life or the world so unfair?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
ugly guys can get pretty girls.
yeap IF.. IF he has the essential materials. The 3 basic things (money, power, and intellect).
And girls? how ugly girls can hardly find anyone and ended up being together with ugly guys.
still they have choice.
beautiful boys got NO ONE =)
For beautiful girls, they'll go for more manly look in a guy.
the perfect face profile
This is just a random thought. =) no hard feelings ok?
Im officially 19 on the last 21 August that fell on Saturday this year. I was so packed with homeworks, assignments, tests, quizzes and exams. Its the fasting month dear readers. Ramadhan which we know generally is a sacred month where people are fasting from dawn till evening.
Again, to me a birthday is just another normal day exce
pt that on this day for the last 19 years ago, I got separated from the woman I love. I cant recall the day it happened as I know I was too young to memorize the incident. But all Im able to do is imagining the 21st of August 1991.
On that day, I imagine myself crying loudly and non stop-ly after the so called doctor separate me from my mom. I was obviously covered with bloods and I know i was tiny.
Now, I would say my birthday celebration was quite surprising. I went for a movie, buka puasa at a Macau Restaurant and I have the surprising birthday cake accompanied with the happy birthday song theme in the restaurant. I almost got myself choke when Fatt delivered the cake to me. Tee hee,
Now this is something funny I noticed about Facebook. There was this time when Im free and i was trying to get all my friends attention in fb to keep update about me. Somehow I got a really minuscule or non feedback from so call friends list. Amazingly, since I was so packed with my stuffs in campus and i barely get some sleep due to them I was too fatigued that I couldnt care so much about FB anymore. My life went on as if I was nothing to the world. I was being invincible. and people just walk pass through me and thats it. Some how, Today, or now, the time when I have some time to relax a little bit and a little free time, I explored my facebook and found out i have at least more than 140 birthday wishes in my facebook profile. WHOAH!!! ok I was shocked. Seriously Im just joking I was more surprised and at first I was so happy receiving tons of wishes for my INTO THIS WORLD DAY.
Some how, it turned out to be so tiring to reply to every single of them saying thanks and showing my appreciation by wishing them GBU aswell. its really funny when people in campus dint wish me but they did it in fb. hrmm.
ok... so I was still happy that old friends wished me for being 1 year older. ok I dont mind growing up..theres nothing wrong with grown up. and whats wrong with my age? Whats the problem with being 19? age is a just a figure a number. thats all.
thanks to God im still alive and being blessed all the time.
thanks to mummy for giving birth to me and dint give up while im kicking ur tummy
and thanks to all the friends thank wish me, I wished you the same thing.
and dear readers. thanks for keeping update with me.
I would gladly get some rest now. Im insanely tired.
and among of all.. I myself would be the last person that wished myself a happy belated birthday.
It's been about a month since the new sem begins. New beginnings for some, new opportunities for others, while everyone rejoiced when meeting long lost friends and others are still trying to find their niche in the crowd, I sat on a hard surface, glancing around at some familiar and not so familiar faces, people walked around me and for most people I'm just an invincible girl having my laptop on my lap while the others? I don't know, perhaps a friend who loves to surf the net straight away after class. I smiled and greeted them whenever they see me. I was always that kinda person. Always the one who made the first move when meeting people, old and new, some people got closer with each other while some managed a distance from people they loathe. It is interesting to watch people interact with each other. Catching up they say... But what do they really catch up on?? With the technology being so advanced nowadays, it's harder to NOT keep in contact with each other rather than the opposite...
Such impact people have on each other, how bonds are so strongly weaved in a course of 6 months... 6 months and best friends are created, couples are made and destroyed... Such wonders impact has made in our lives.. =l
As Im writing this in the library, the air around me is freezing my skin to the core, I begun to wonder what kinda impact this blog is going to leave on others I know and others that know me. So I'm not gonna write (I'll try my very best) things that would offend people but rather things that offend me and my views on the days that has gone, the day that is still going on and also, the untold future that will be shaped by the daily events and actions that I go through with my friends, families and lecturers...
So, you can rather say, this new semester is a new opportunity for me to become a better person (cliché, I know..) and I want to take my blog more seriously this time. Well not that serious of course but slightly serious if compared with my previous drive to blog back then when I was still in high school. Its funny how I love to blog and write funny and beyond imagination stories back then. Don't be fooled, I'm not a reader lover, the only book so far, that has caught my attention in life is only “A Series of Unfortunate Events” by Lemony Snicket. Its great how writer have their own flair in their writing – so much that if and avid reader reads the writer's pieces, even if it's a one liner, he or she knows that it's the work of a very familiar writer. I do want to leave that kinda impression on my readers. Though for now, what I'm doing to my blog is just an exercise to expance my writing skills as well as develop some kind of personality in my writing. =) tee hee
Let's talk about impression and impact. A book can change lives and emotions I dare say. I may not read as much as you guys do, but I have seen what books can do to people. How powerful a book can be. How I can transform lives, the HUGE MONUMENTAL impact it makes on a person's life... I”m not interested in writing a book and judging my current state I may not be able to write a book yet ( due to time constrictions, laziness and lacking of resources as well as ideas) and I”m not hoping that my blog will change lives – at least not yet, but what I'm hoping is at least it can change ME as a person and maybe, just maybe, in the process, YOU =) This post is going to end here dear readers. Take care.
Somehow, this drive of blogging, again just strike me surprisingly.
These few days I wasnt in the best mode of ME. It was more to the down chapter of me where most of the thing not everything, turned from good to not so good.
So here it goes, my sleeping disorder is back again. I sleep during the day and stay awake during the night and just in 1 second im off to dreamland. Its not really healthy for lacking of sleep or oversleep. Averagely someone, my age, or lets just say me. I should approximately sleep 5 hours per day.
Studies are so far ok. But not my social life. yesterday I accidentally found a blog of a friend. Name will not be stated. And her blog was hilariously not to insult, but its hilariously pathetic. Why do I say so? Its like a Kindy's kids essay and the colour background for the blog is totally ugly fugly.
I start to dislike the way she act. And as for now, im just reminding myself, please ignores a bitch's life and live my own.
That's one of the pains in my ass..
2nd thing. Its odd how I for all these several years of idleness had learnt so many things in life and went through thousands of challenges suddenly got broke down by a simple boyfriend getting-off-my-nerve typical problems.
Im so cruel to a person who love me so much and i admit that Im being ungrateful. Sayang, Im sorry that i can express how i really feel towards you. There are things thats more than words. (I wish I could sing you the song now)
Quizzes and homeworks, hi! you guys are going to be my new close friends!! WTMW!!
It was another sad night that i went through last night. It's just an issue about not understanding each other. Im starting to feel tired staying happy in all these sad, pressuring, pathetic situations.
This post is not going to be about my whining and complains. Its how im trying to handle my life. I slept well last night. You must know this one fact about me I sleep when 1. im hungry 2. im sad 3. im having serious major critical headache 4. whenever i wan 5. and of course when im sleepy. so even when im sad, i actually manage to sleep well. I always pray before i go to sleep n voila! the next day i felt happy n even when i know things havent change much, i felt lighten and i may start to fix things right.
~I can however still work under pressure. Im not sure when and how im capable of doing that. But one thing im sure, im still under pressure.
~Im glad my friends talk to me when they have problems. It kills me when I cant understand my own besties. Talk to me. for some reason, when listening to their problems it actually help me to forget all my problems.
~My blog has been idle for HOW long? Ive been keeping all the negativity inside of me and worrying about how to let it out. -I dont have the time to jamm. Thanks to the silly weather (i cant jamm during lightning). -le parkour is not really my thing nowadays. After I seriously injured my knee parkour is definately going to be the last option to relax. And what is it to relax when you're actually making yourself tired.
And then.. thats when i realized the presence of my blog. My blog was untouched for quite some time.
I dont want to be bothered by people these few days. I miss my real mum.shes so far away and im going to be unreachable for months. I miss fitria and im definitely going to miss my love one. ~mia for being my bestfriend all the while ~huney for being the sunshine while it rains ~fatt, youre my love ~apeace, faii n the rest. its a pleasant thing that i met you guys. and of course ash and the rest my bff's. ~ ohh.. im not gonna be able to chat with milly for three months. T.T
Its pathetic that i have this difficulty to cry whenever i want wherever i want. I hate crying in my heart. It hurts.
p.s : im not emo. emo is not my thing. Im just sad.. sadd thats all.
I was never able to solve the Rubic'sCube when I first got it last year. It just seem too complicated. Get one square in position and all the rest are messed up.
There's this silly thought that ever popped in my head : unscrew it and hoping to put it back together *well, if the Rubic'sCube is mine I can guarantee I'll try that" Anyway dont do that. serious.
It's called cheating. CHIT TING.
Fatt taught me, Fitria taught me as well. But there's this confession I must say.
I dont know why I got attracted to Rubic'sCube,
I ever wonder ~ is it the colours? ~ is it because it looked like the cute cube from transformers only this one is a little bit more colourful ~ is it because cubes are cute ~ or is it because Im just attracted to it with no reasons. After all, I havent been able to solve it YET.
*giggles*Im in love with Rubic'sCube but sadly I dont know how to solve it Its like Loving a guy that i can never understand. But still I killed times and hurt my brain cells to understand it. I've tried hard to solve it but I keep on failing. Its like i cant understand him even how hard I tried. But, Its not impossible to solve a Rubic'sCube.
So i believe I'll understand a guys heart if I just allow myself to listen to them instead of them listening to me ... Perhaps its not about trying hard, maybe i just need to understand the method to solve it. What goes around comes around isnt it?
Im gettingiller.. haha .. *whats that word?* from my sore throat to flu now im having fever. I was sleeping since noon till evening.
I was sweating and my whole shirt was wet... I love sweating :)
back to the Rubic'sCube... Please proceed. It seems life is like a Rubic'sCube.
There are so many facets to life. And trying to keep them all in balance is frustrating. If you turn one face to get the reds together you unbalance the other sides of blue. yellow, white, etc.
People often have choices in life, so what ever you do don't cheat.
There are anologies and method to solving a Rubic'sCube can be applied to life.
First you start out with a simple cross on one of the faces.
Start out with God taking control of one of a part of your life. Don't expect Him to get your life all perfect in one day.
Then slowly build up the parts that can be moved to make one layer.
Solve one area of priority first in your life.
Remember that the center cubes do not actually move; only the corners and the edges. Some people get confused by this.
Learn to recognize and accept the things that you cannot change, and the things that you can change. We have to accept the things we cannot change, the courage to change the things we can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
Certain moves require you to memorize the moves. Follow the directions from people who have done it before. Professor Rubik took 1 month to solve his own invention. You can do it in 1 week by learning it from others instead.
Get expert help when in trouble. You don't have time to work it out on your own.
~my brain is getting better ~
I love sudokuu
Tina ling love carpenters so much.. ooh how i wish Karen Carptenter is still alive.God's will..
ive been trying to play carpenters songs with my uke.. Its not as easy as it seems. and yeah, im going to clean the room before fitria come back home. dont worry. I just had bad days going on lately.
my uke my uke my uke my uke..i wish i can play mamula moon.
*rofl was talking about that song with milton the whole time*
ohh, i have no life.. heheh.. what are you reading at???
Dont you have a life? You dont . hahah
atleast i have a lifeless life..
boo you.
hari ini sungguh cantek~ I luv Rainbow
Tina ling ling ling
batuk sakit demam tak dapat nyanyi.. and everything not nice
rindu fatt
What happens when you are promised a dog but this happens?
You ask it to sit and roll over and it just walks away.
It lies under the sun.
It sleeps 20 hours a day.
It claws at your furniture.
It meows.
Do you still insist on treating it as a dog or should you realize you've got an animal called a cat?
Unfortunately, a lot of people are stuck in a mild form of denial (for lack of a better word), where they are upset with situations in life when things don't come out the way they expect and then keep in insisting on forcing their cat into behaving like a dog.
What can your cat be? It may be a software project, where people expect it to follow the waterfall model yet it follows the iterative model. It may be your husband or wife who isn't the perfect person you expect to be, or it could be your child whom you expected to be a brilliant scholar or sportsman but turns out into a musician.
I let him sleep, after all, thats what he wants.
me love you .. :)
so my dear mates, dont force me to do something i dislike. Please.
~ randomness : this guy came from nowhere to NOW HERE. Manusia labah2 IV the msia version. coming real soon. Only in Kuching.
Other things doesn't seem to be bothering me when he's in mind... I've told my self last night, I wont care anymore about the people who have been ignoring me. I will only care for those who show love towards me, who care about my feelings and thoughts, who will be there when i need a company, a sincere peer.
You dont have to be my BFF, my boyfriend, my close friend or whatever fuck, Just some one who understand. A nice person to be with thats all.
from left : hafiz fathi, fadeli yussuf, tina ling, fara hanun, mia, afiq petrol. the 3 musketeers at the back are faizury, khai, azim
I must say I knew these people quite recent. but there are bits of sweet memories with them. Sometimes being silly is not a sin. As long you enjoy yourself. You live in this crazy world once.
Soon, Huney, Khai, Fai will be going away to further their studies. Huney is an important person in my life. and the rest, well they're just some random new friends that I met but without any feelings of hesitation, they're willing to kill some time and have an enjoyable happy hour with me.
Mia and I are currently planning something ahead.
My head is not always empty. Theres always food food and music in mind..
And him, Idk.. im starting to miss him already. But Im sure I can still live happily while he's away. away. away. *its not like we're gonna be separated forever isnt it?
I love blogs with pictures.. lots of pictures. LOTS OF LOTS of pictures..
I miss my all mates. Guys you can always call me LAWA. nang pun ku lawa.. pi bukan sengaja..
To : ~nad alek~ ~apish nisa~ ~zureen aaswan~ and the rest of the greenians.. i do miss you guys as well..
My dear puiko, im missing you as well. i know ure bz with stpm and stuff. But yes. its my turn to call next time.. hugs for you. xoxo
ChangeD.. This word came from ash my dear. Im never scared of changes..I'll tend to accept the present like What im doing now. I dint gt my upu. *im still trying* my sis is not living with me *i can still live hapily* I currently having the stink-est job ever *i did tried my best not to whine so much* I'll accept changes cause I know. God had plan something ahead for me. A wise person told me God only says ~ Yes ~ Yes but not now ~ I have a better plan for you
Theres no NO...you got me?
So say no.. to NO..*teehee* Tina Ling is still happy when unhappy moments crashed/landed on her..
smile like you dont recognize sadness at all. * rmember my quote : smile sweetly teehee*
I'm tired... Fatigue-ness has taken control over my whole body including my brain. I slept at 5 30 a.m yesterday, i mean today. I was hooked with fatt the whole night.
yes he's cute and NOT AVAILABLE. No stock girls..
And I woke up at exactly 9 am when my dad gave me a wake up call just to remind me to do the tasks that he demanded. Geez..
I DID 1. I sweep floors and that's including mopping the floor as well. Can you imagine how huge the house when it comes to house chores?
i was awarded this title at home. teehee *ke-proud-tan aku..
2. I washed *well of cuz using the washing machine* all the laundries and Hang them as well. Thank goodness it was sunny and bright. I might just kill myself if it rains! After all the hard works, I managed to go on a free vacation for FREE to DREAMLAND!! Hooray! *ini bukan cerita yang direka semata-mata* Ooh, I dint tell you the sad part yet...I was awaken by the text i received from huney.. Damn ku gik nyenyak tido.. LELAH EH!She was asking bout the plan for tomorrow. *Huney called : tina esok plan laser tag x jadi.*
i luvee southpark
Where was I again? Oh damn! the wake up text and coincidently the thunder strikes and OH AM GEE i was totally shocked and all blur at the same time. Gila nak? I just woke up and my brain hasnt start any warm ups YET.Geez *im tired i really am*
Unfortunately for me, I broke my not-so-nice-looking hairband i got from fitria. EH! sedih la when i woke up. i rather stay on vacation in dreamland.
while i was procrastinating, i realized it rains. And when it rains, i noticed the floors that i just mopped and sweeped is wet and obviously the wind blew all those leaves from my dads trees to the floors!!!
yeap, thats not my house. But this is a-very-lame piece of art work done by me.
*FYI please pay attention i JUST MOPPED IT*
im effin tired...how fascinatin!!!
Daddy's coming home tonight. Im hoping for his pressies to cheer me up. Im so glad i do have a lil sense of materialistic.
Made by tina ling a ling a ling
Oh, just incase im going out tomorrow, fancy some sushis anyone? Its fresh from ISETAN.
polivore!!! ooh
mum said i gained weight.NO! I think my figure is perfectly fine.Im not too thin and im not too fatty either. *its the perfect weight for a perfect comfortable hug*Im happy with my normal size breast and slightly big butts. overall is normal.. *what am i talking about?* My brain needs rest.
Talking about body, i cant stop laughing wacthing this from nad's blog.buuduuu naa
TAG !!!! This is not an unfamiliar word. I love tag :) I love tagging people and I love being tagged. But seriously excessive *tagging* is like running in a circle without stopping. GEEZ. Don't you think its insane when there's a beginning but no end..
like I said
Tag = a popular game played by children where one child, who is the tagger or is IT attempts to touch another child, making them IT, also called IT.
lol yes Fitria is the IT who turned me into It. The tagger.
Let's see, Fitria is right. This Tag thing is turning into something like chain letter. Hei* she tagged people back right?* But funny-ly Im tagging people too now. *chuckles*
1.) Do you think you're hot? Hot? As in which meaning?
I. One who is: a. gorgeous b. pretty c. beautiful d. cute e. attractive
II. One who you would: a. lick b. suck c. nibble d. flirt with e. have sexual relations with
III. One who makes you: a. flip b. crazy c. nutty d. pass out e. drool f. fantasize g. (if girl) wet h. (if guy) hard i. masturbate
Lets just say HOT according to the FIRST meaning aight? nah, I dont think so but I can be so when I groom myself up. I would say Im attractive in my own way compare to looks. Its fine to be presentable but pretty like those ah lians? So, Im not hot. Im pretty simple and presentable but cute in my own way. 2.) Upload your favourite picture of you.
mia and I
3.) Why do you like that picture? That's the day I fell from the stairs at civic centre berguling ke bawah like ball. Where everyone was stunned watching the incident. Thought that I was a boy as my hoodie covered my head. Surprisingly when I screamed OUCH SAKIT with my hoodie uncovered from my head, people are amazed that I'm still smiling and silly-ly laughing to myself. Mia was there putting the bandage *plaster* for my sore big toe.
4.) When was the last time u ate pizza? Erm, its 1 week ago. With my mum the pizza hut at Jalan Song. Im not a big fan of pizza. Infact, I dont really like the price of the pizza. The ony thing why Im eating pizza is because of the nice stuffed crust which is OBVIOUSLY filled with cheeeeeseee tee hee
5.) The last song you listened to? Akon - Beautiful. It reminds me of her. Since the day she went out. Coincidently or not that song kept playing around me and stole away my whole attention. 6.) What are you doing now besides this? Asking my driver about information for my upcoming driving lessons.
People I tag :
I wanna tagg une but sadly I dont think he blog anymore. :(
Who is number 1? My besties. Knw her since last year. Besties of Ashrune also. aka mia
Say something about 5. My senior in SMK Green Road. A reliable friend who's willing to spent his time listen to my sighs.
How about number 4. Oh that hotty. I knw her thru the internet. Adik kesygan Hafiy la. Talk soo much and loves to krump. Interesting person I must say
Who is number 2? A boy who shared the same interest in music. A very kind and caring but hot tempered close and intimate friend. Never get to meet him in real life but hoping for that momment to come some day :) He's my pink hulk.
As for number 3, she's always be a close and caring friend. my bestfriend all time. Cute and loves to doodles. We love HONEY STAR!!!
Lots of words annoy me. Especially when its meaningless. Why do people wrote alot when others don't bother reading? Words~ No pictures. Unless if the words are huge or the standard size of reading I guess that'll be fine. Not like those tiny *ant size* wording.
Well, think again. Who cares about these bunch of worthless wankers.
I hate that bitch. I seriously do.
Everything seems so annoying when related to her. Geez wanker as she seems.
It’s the question that popped out. When I was young, I doubted that this world is full of love. All I had in mind was “believe what I saw, as believing my heart may result in otherwise. My eyes showed me hatred, jealousy, pain and worst there was no love at all. Watching love movies or any romantic silly puppy love sometimes disgust me cause to me it’s actually just some sexual lust instead of love. Sometimes, loving MCR seems to be a sin and we’ll end up being called EMO while MCR is actually alternative. * Im not a fan of MCR* Even when god created us with good brains to think positively and wisely, we just don’t manage to use it 100% wisely. I can live in this world with no one to love to and ignoring those who loved me, but I won’t idiotically make my life full with dullness. These experiences made me a better and stronger individual where I can live without depending too much on others. But I’ve chosen the second path. I chose to love and to be loved by people around me. That was what went thru my mind when I woke up today around seven looking at the greeneries through the window, smelling the morning breeze, and wow, what a bright sunshine shining on my day today.
But that’s not what I want to share for today, it’s about what I said at the beginning, this life if full of cruelty. I checked my mail today, trust me there’s a lot spammer in my contact list and when I check my mailbox everyday I can assure you that I receive 70% the same letter from different contact. SPAMMER! *that’s exclude Veter* He’s not. Just incase he read my blog. LoLz
The worst thing about checking my mail is select all delete>select all delete>are you sure?>YES!!! So back to the point I was petrified when I read an email from a friend. Persecution towards innocent dogs. I have nothing in mind to describe or write an article about this matter. I don’t talk politics. I care about animals. Even a heartless person would probably feel pity those creatures.
These pictures are more than words.
the field
the innocents
the special equipmentthe victimkilling
.....My mum once told me a soul is not in peace when dying without closing eyes.what is life?
:'(
looking thru the metal windows.o.steary eyesthe exhange of life
Where is the love? Can't find it? Show some love guys.. Show some love.
