Selamat Hari Raya 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Greetings to all dear readers, Selamat Hari Raya to all and maaf zahir batin.
I'm not really into the 'raya' preparations this year.
the stress.
the mess.
the noise.
money flying everywhere.
funny, everyone else seems to be enjoying it but i am not.
Started before the hols, i had this really serious stomach pain. Been skipping several classes due to it.
Fortunately, tests and quizzes were done during the time and all I wanted that time was to stay with my mates in campus and I really really really wish not to come home.
Responsibilities comes first before desires.
I know that it is a must to come back home for Raya. And so I, with the heaviest footsteps, go on for the journey. And while I was at it, my stomach still gave me those unpleasant feelings.
Throwing up several times, having the symptoms of diarrhea, I know my fast was void.
And yeah, I was having my red flag moments with the unwanted disease.
I myself wondered why is my heart not celebrating this festive season.
*tik tok tik tok*
even after several days, the only thing that gets better was my physical condition. Thats all.
I guess my head's in a different place.
Its not thinking about the festivities, not at all. And how I wish the holidays would pass on faster and I can moved back to campus and go through exams sooner then ahead with my semester break vacation.
Seriously, my heart's not really in raya.
*sigh*
It's time to put on a face and fake a smile =)
Selamat hari raya aidilfitri everyone.
maaf zahir and batin.
apakah suratan
aidilfitri satu titik akhir
sekian lama bercinta
kau tiada di hari mulia
~pulanglah
aisyah~
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