Just not the right Day
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Expressing depression?
Today just doesn’t seem right.
Fiey, thanks for the birthday wish, dint expect you would send me something sweet.
And thanks to Kushairy for the wish too.. And sorry for what I’ve done that make you so uncomfortable. I never intend to do so, seriously.
I should stop being upset, it’s my day today, my Thursday, my birthday and eventually its MY day.
Mr. L, you dint do anything neither do I. No apologize please since there’s no mistake.
I hurt my ears yesterday. I was on phone for more than half day, means more than 12 hours.
Mum,
Mia,
Bubble,
Ash,
Puiko,
Shucq,
Fiey,
Alek,
Nana,
Sadiq,
Kushairy,
Guys, talking to you people cheered me up. Yesterday was soo bittersweet. Indeed :D
You know what??? Alright!!! I'm depressed!! I'm feeling sooo shit!! I just don’t feel right. I thought my day would be great. I guess I just have to go through another day and hope for a better day tomorrow. Cheers guys… thanks for the moment last night people. And ash, thanks for saying you love me.. I love you too :D
Bubble… you’ve made my day… I love you too *I’ll treasure the chance you’ve given me.
And Mia.. don’t feel bad bout today.. I'm not feeling right too…
Puiko.. wo hen xiang ni ye ai ni… ni chen de dui wo hen hao… stop watching horror movies!!!!
You know, I’ve heard lots of stories going on. I'm getting tired of school and really wish I don’t have to go to school. Its like a piece of shit and crap doing stupid homework and getting lecture by the teachers who grumble too much? School is so tiring! The reasons students not getting enough sleep = school work!+tuition= hectic!
Tiredness! Really tired with the school environment… can’t those GAI people just get out of my face!! You guys curse??? I wanna curse like you’ll never know who’s the real me… I do curse! I do get annoyed and disturbed! I do for your information! I do… I'm a human being too for god sake… Stop wearing like a piece of crap. I wont bother if you don’t bother with my life… I'm getting pissed and fed up with all the hussy and stupid way of life to some teenagers… Know I understand why some people just cant stand bothering people’s business, it really annoyed me. Yeah I know its not my life no my business, slap me for being such a stupid crap talking so much about other people in my blog, mentioning so much about them during my birthday.. Birthdays are just ordinary days where you expect to get lots of wishes for friends isn’t it?? Taik babi… IDTS. Horrible day! Ignore me, and if you finish reading this, thank you for paying attention to my mumblings.
You know!!! Todays is the worst day of my life.. I hate birthday...Birthday sucked like hell!!!
I don't see any rainbow anymore...
All I can see are raindrops falling on the ground...
falling on my head...
There's no moonlight during the night,
when I needed some light.
None... none... none...
I feel like killing myself today
Im not just depressed, im stressed Im unhappy!!!
I felt like stupid idiotic girl ever :(
Please, let me be alone.
sometimes i just wish the whole world would dissapear
& im the only human left on earth.
End of today post.
Labels: Was Wondering~
