Smile In Heart Always
Monday, August 2, 2010
I guess MIA is not really a nice nick for mia. M.I.A - Missing In Action
That's what happened to mia. I shall from now on call you my dear friend, siha. Which almost similar to the word SIHAT =)
I have this small belief in positivity and in whatever stuff that I am involved, I would prefer to be called, to call, to do, things my way and how I feel comfortable with.
I like to be called Tina instead of Firdaus or Laling.
I like to call people the way they like it.
I like to bath at the very last minute cause I know I"ll take a loooong time if I bath early.
There are more things about me but again, todays' post is gonna be about a girl whose always Missing In Action.
She is a thin girl, her complexion quite pale, I guess because she's sick. Her round eyes shined like lights and her laughter was hilariously contagious. Her voice was funny in a way and when she spoke, she often tangle her tongue and ended up being laughed by the hottest gang. Her hair is light black, long and a little bit wavy but she looked gorgeous with tudung. She had little bit of pimples on her face that she often get sensitive about it.
We were close, yeah we were. But I would admit that we weren't that close like we used to but still we're close enough now. =) We would hang out right after school in the State Library. Having our lunch in the expensive and yet not so yummy cafeteria and do our homeworks. Then at 4.00 p.m., we would all go, me and her, and ash to the back of the library in order to release our tension, we dance our asses off. This was when she was still healthy. After the dance mode is off, we would all go to the side of the lake, somewhere around the little steps. Sitting on it, feeding the fishes and ducks who swum in a group. Sometimes we don't dance. We'll just sit in the newspapers section and sit on the sofa, enjoying the view while she talk about her probs and I talk about mine then again ash talk about his. Or sometimes, we just gossip and make jokes and laugh till our tummy hurt. There was this small thick sofa and there alongside with ash and mia, we would sit and not even have the slightest care about the world. During that time it will only be about us, and the people around us. This was how my daily routine was naturally formed.
It was my studies, dance, him and her and most importantly, we see each other everyday even though we're from different school and WE HAD FUN EVERY MOMENT WE'RE TOGETHER
the food was not nice and its costly. Thank goodness that this is the only cafeteria in the library or it'll run out of business. BTW she gave me this pic and a card on my 17th birthday. Arigatou
She was a camwhore =) which make me love her. she took most of my older days pic.
shes pretty and im cute, we were the perfect combo.
we would always feed the ducks and fishes and talk about boys back then
Fast forward into the future, because of the distance and time (she's in uitm samarahan and Im always either working or travelling around), we did not get in touch so often, but there was facebook and we will make a point of seeing each other when we had free time for each other. I recalled the day she came to sushi king boulevard to see me in work and I remembered she sent me off to my military training and waited so long outside the bus just to see me off to sematan but sadly she went off first.
The last time i spent time with her was the two weeks ago, on saturday, we watched sorcerers apprentice with our friends and she kept addressing herself as mia instead of kamek nowadays.
we even have the friendship bracelet. ash, siha and yours truly
She is such a great girl, she is. She had a great sense of humor, a very kind warm and kind heart, she is sweet and most importantly, she was very, very dear friend of mine.
She often get sick, which made me worried sometimes. But I guess worrying won't help. I wish I could do anything to help. But God is great, He is.
we would pray after finishing homework. =)
I hope He'll have mercy on such a sweet and kind and gentle siha. =)
I'll pray for you, get well soon dear friend.
MIA can you don't be mia. Try being siha instead.
I love you siha, even how physically our closeness is worn off still the relationship formed is freshly in my mind.
p.s : life is temporary. Love everyone who loves you, no matter who, what or where they are.
and mummy, I love you too.
my favorite picture of us =)
Labels: The best cure - Friendship
