To go or not to go
Saturday, March 1, 2008
I was wondering, I was not feeling well lately...Due to some irrelevant reasons.
Yap, I've been silly within these 2-3 days. What was I looking for and what was in my mind?
I have no idea myself. Still seeking for the answers. Too many questions to be asked yet no answers could be found. I'm not despair... I really really need some time alone. Without any persuasion from friends and definitely NO disturbance from anonymous.
The battle that people keep talking about. Should I go?... ASS told me he wanted me to go to support him and be with him since he won't have fun without he's besties by his side. Huney wanted me to come too cause she wanted to meet me and I really wanted to meet her too. She was more excited when her abang is coming. But I think Hafiy is coming... * I THINK*. And meeting up with JC and Ah Bro and etc...
Maybe I should just go. I don't wanna miss out the chance to meet this great friends I know recently. It's not about popularity, it's about having new friends and to maintain the friendship. Please don't be friend with me if you tend to flirt with me or something and then ignore me. I'm serious... OUCH!!!*palak hang*
I told myself I would just study in the library with Huney. I have to study for my commerce since the teacher didn't really teach due to noise pollution in the class. Then I'll just go to the lake listen to my Ipod and look at those ducks and relax myself and let those people have fun doing what they like. :D It's that simple and I really hope it'll be that simple too.
I am soo silly that I've thinking too much and whining too much and I really regret that. Haha everything that happen comes with a reason and every reason comes with another reasons and so on and so on. :D I've been told that I should always keep positive thoughts and cry out loud when I'm really frustrated. I've tried but I've failed. BUT, I've found my own way to release all these tensions, since I can't cry, I try to smile instead even though I really look dumb in a smile that seems so helpless and filled with sorrow.
Life's unpredictable, my quote that I always remember in mind. Stop thinking about the past. I learned a lot of things and I'll learn new things everyday. Yesterday was history, tomorrow is mystery... Something that I've learned from Rachel so credit to her :D
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