Erm... How should I start???

Alright... I'm not quite sure how does this happen but I've LOST someone really special in my life... I know it's really common that we're going to meet some new friends and maybe lose some old friends or even BEST FRIENDS...

Ummi Syuhada Nurulin, she's the girl... Of course no one would want their relationship to end without a proper reason... I called her EILYN and she called me TEDDY... That's our sweet names for each other...

Well I'm going to story a bit on how I actually met her...

We started become friends when I was in Form 1... We first met at the school notice board, she was standing somewhere around the principal car park since I don't really have a lot of friends that time and I was actually lonely at the same time, I went to her and started to talk to her about shit and so on... I can't really recall what was it about but my first impression towards her was "Aiti!!! Why is this gal so unfriendly or memang she don't talk so much??? "
Since we don't really have so much topic to talk about I left... Just like that. That's not really a good beginning right???

I was one of the school police cadet member and we have practise every Saturday evening... When i went to the practise I happened to met her again but we seldom talk and after awhile she came to me and asked for a yo yo cause u know that time a lot kids like yo yo and she happened to be one of those kids... HAHAHA... So I said:"Sure, kelak I beli untuk U pi kinek tok I xda duit." Then she told me that she was just joking.... She told me she heard from people that I'm a very kind person seriously.. *giggles* KEMBANG HIDUNG hahaha. She dint believe and she tried that trick on me. She dint expect me to say yes but unfortunately I already promise her I'm going to buy her yo yo...

So every Saturday evening we met and met again and started to talk and talk again... Not long after that she asked me :"Firdaus, boleh x mun I jadi kawan u?" well that time people still call me Firdaus. I said OF COURSE since she is also a nice young girl.

That's how we became friends... After I get to know her, she is actually a very lonely girl and really need someone to share her secrets... I'm not insulting those Malay people but when I listened to her stories some people that I don't want to mention their names la is really pathetic for treating her like what argh? some kind of shit is it? They all actually kinda jealous of her long hair and lots more stories that I prefer not to talk about it is secret anyway...

Herm... So we became even close friends when we're form 2... We were like Siamese twin! OK.. Not really Siamese twin but we were really best friends.... So we share secrets like other best friends in the world... Unfortunately we have this really BIG fight.. I mean really BIG FIGHT... But its not a like cat fight we dint pull and punch each other like kids. We fought about she saying something not nice about me and I don't really like it. Its sensitive actually TO ME... From a small fight then became worse!!! I thought it was going to be the end of our friendship and I have to prepare myself to find a new friend that I thought would replace her BUT.. There always a BUT rite in stories.... We're still friends... I still treat her as my besties.. So I called her up and talked to her and she felt the same about it too... I'm glad that both of us are back to normal... I still remembered at the end of the year me and my band participated in a band competition and I invited her to come and WA LA!!! She did came... She had given me the support even though it was really terrible that night but it's okay i guess.. =p

So life does changed a bit when we're form 3... My life gets busier and I really have allot of stuff to do... p/s I do alot of house chores.... But we're still buddies only we don't hang as much as last time but when we did go out some times... We do have fun and enjoy ourselves... There's a lot changes that happened to her when she's in Form 3... But Better changes OK ... I thought things was getting better in form 4. Well it was since we both became classmates and we sit together. But gosh! She moved to another school during February if I'm not mistaken after Chinese new year. Yet we're still best friends. That's the good news.. The bad news is since we both now really busy with our own stuff and seldom hanging out like we used to and I have to admit I did ignored her calls and messages but sigh*speechless*.

One day she text me and asked me a favor and she said after that she won't bug me anymore and she said thank you very much and sorry for everything and hang up before I get to finish my words. I stood for a loooooooong time and I thought.......... " Why is she doing this to me??? We fought before and it was a big fight yet we're still friends... But now ....... Our relationship that we both built soo hard.. all the memories and stuff we've been through and our relationship just ended like that??? Without a proper reason AT LEAST???" I've been thinking.... Its not like I've done a mistake...So I dint call her... Seriously until now she dint call me and I dint call her... Not even 1 message....Herm... This is weird isn't it? That's the story about my besty... She's a history that I won't forget.

Actually, I bought her a friendship bracelet. I bought a pair, one is black and the other is white. I know she love black alot... ^-^ but too bad.. This bracelet is useless since our friendship also finished...

Labels: The best cure - Friendship