And now, its about the other guy. The guy whom I’ve loved for years *almost 2 years to be exact*. Itu dia. Janganla berkata aku tidak sayang padamu. Tidak meletakkan mu dimataku. Jangan. Itu dusta. I do love you and always bear in mind about you this whole time. I am not as sweet as you to tell you how much I care about you. I am not the sweet talker type. And yes, I am not the nice loving friend. But I do treasure friendship. I do. Especially to those who appreciate me a lot. And you’re one of them. Im sorry I neglected you. Im sorry.. I’ve been saying the word SORRY for too much. And I’m too greedy for asking it over and over again that this time im not even sure whether im qualify for another forgiveness from you. I don’t know! As I grew older and older each day, im more confused about what im becoming. Yang ini atau yang itu atau bukan kedua-dua nya? Ash.. you’re my besties.. and will remain that way. Don’t think too much. But your prediction was right. I am busy and I ignored my hand phone too..

Aku masih rindu si dia.. rindu yang tidak pernah lesap, ditemani luka yang begitu dalam sekali. Rakan2 ku, marilah kita bermain sepuas2 nya. We can jamm all night long. Sing how many songs as much as we want and don’t bother whether we sound great or no, and keep dancing on the dance floor with funky and idiotic moves like there’s no one is watching us.